Tuesday, May 15, 2012
o well, long time nv blog liao.
anyway,
recently kana gt pull into 2 MLMs company.
well, 1 nid to pay n i met super early hence i gt con $20.70.
the other 1 abit weirder.
y? bcause i went for my fren free spa trial then bcome their member liao.
But then, i wasnt force or sumting. i juz went in tere willingly.
anyway, none of my fren join so is ok i can say.
i dunno to b honest as dat place still providing free spa trial though.
im like an idiot now.
i cant say all MLM r bad.
it juz every1 normal perception and view on it so ya.
im juz hoppin around to widen my understandin of the society dat is livin in tis world.
so i dun mind to go to a place n try out sth new dat i dun nid to pay.
of course im still lookin for jobs but not easy to find.
even if i go out n c wad job offerin, i oso dun wan.
y? bcause all r retails n F&B dat nid u to work in the nite.
im so free in the day, y must i work in the nite.
seriously, i cannot understand tis.
- I am struggling for more, but I have had enough -
Tuesday, April 17, 2012
lolz, i hv been busy recently.
wif wad?
wif givin private tuitionin, practicin guitar, aikido, playing psp/ps3 and studyin jap.
wow, im like packed wif my own world now.
but sumhow, i find my life is continuing to learn n experience tings.
it mayb the same ting u face over n over again,
but wad u r experiencing is diff.
- I am struggling for more, but I have had enough -
Monday, April 09, 2012
recently, im busy wif Aikido.
which i went for all Beginners class they had.
well, kinda free, since im waitin for reply frm the companies for part-time.
anyway,
i hv no intention to change belt early.
although i c 2 gals who like chiongin for belt.
so fast change belt oso no use.
later u change liao u cannot def urself frm wad u learn how.
in the end u hit back to 0.
might as well do gradin when u r ready.
dat is wad i feel.
but o well.
anyway,
i met this gal called Ronnis.
well, we hv the almost same height, young-genes looks.
the prob is i gt shocked when she said she is 33 yrs old.
bcause the way she speaks n the way she is looks like same age as mi.
CHIBI.
even my mon sensei oso chibi but she is a sadist.
i tink after 15 or 20 lessons i gonna meet my hell.
- I am struggling for more, but I have had enough -
Tuesday, April 03, 2012
o wow, juz updated my blogspot n their new system pretty cool.
anyway, lets gt to topic.
recently, gt a "test" task frm Kean's company.
n the first task i gt is to draw a naked baby in a mother womb.
of course i cant draw those super real n gore ver.
but i give it a cute one.
it gt throw back sumhow bcause i didnt drew the other part.
hence, i redraw everyting frm scatch.
well, it is not very hard bcause i hv alots of time to do it.
since tere is no due date, hence i preparin to return it by either thurs or fri.
o btw, i hv been learnin Aikido recently.
pretty cool.
my first lesson was taught by a pretty n cute sensei.
but her aura is amazing scary dat u cant really sense it.
her demo she showed mi makes my hands hurt T-T.
though it will b an actual scenario if any1 atks u.
overall, is a gd lesson though im hvin muscle ache all over my legs n butt.
hmm, i hv decided not to go for grad ceremony.
didnt really wanna go in the end.
so yup, i tink i gonna b the onli 1 not goin.
but o well.
- I am struggling for more, but I have had enough -
Monday, March 26, 2012
omg, recently damn desperate lookin for jobs.
but then, sumhow i send in my resume, gt no reply.
o well, gotta find more.
well, i heard dat kean went back to his interns place again.
but i wonder if he remember to help mi ask abt the artist position.
even if the company dun nid any more,
i tink it is fine but at least let mi noe the answers.
haiz, damn bored recently,
keep chiong drama here n tere.
damn sian.
- I am struggling for more, but I have had enough -
Wednesday, March 14, 2012
aiyo,
i recently campin at home for a mth liao doin nth sia.
juz now sent my resume to Joshua to ask for an Artist role to work in
n also send in the resume to SGH for a part time tere.
seriously, i really wanna continue givin tuition,
but sumhow i onli hv 2 students. =/
well,
i dun really mind bcause it is like a trainin for mi.
if tere r more students for mi,
of course i would b happy but i cannot keep my hopes too high.
currently now,
im coachin my frens jap,
at the same time, learnin ab tuitionin and teachin job.
it is totally not an easy job.
but it is a gd experience. xD
well, the god damn Uni result will onli b release in June.
n i nid to wait till dat day comes.
which is sux.
o ya, recently i tink i lost my memory of all jap dat i learnt so far.
it is like after exam, i tend to 4gt all.
i hv no idea y.
probably im lack of usin it n practice.
i really wanna continue use it.
i dun mind others laugh at mi when i did wrg,
bcause i gt the learnt frm my mistakes.
erm tere is an idiom in jap, "To feel disgrace in a sec than to feel disgrace in eternity."
well ya.
erm, i went to ask for the teaching in sg on jap.
my sensei said dat i hv to go to jap to take a 8 yr course b4 im ready.
but sumhow, im kinda not a person will stay at the same place too long i guess.
if possible, i dun mind keep travel to jap n back sg,
then go take teachin exam either in sg or jap.
so ya.
dats kinda troublin mi now.
- I am struggling for more, but I have had enough -
Monday, February 27, 2012
yup, recently i feel so empty.
i really nid to gt a job sumhow.
i wanna b a tutor but i dunno how to gt student even though i register on9.
i asked around but kinda not easy.
anyway, recently i hv been practicin guitar.
well, due to mi no hv exact professional to guide well,
my learning kinda gt worsen as im ultimate slow n dumb.
yaya, music is all abt feelin but then,
there r instrument u dun nid feelin u can gt the notes correct.
the feelin is a bonus add oni can say.
but guitar is totally diff.
feelin wrg mean strumming wrg.
haiz...
im so stupid seriously.
currently everyday i felt so empty dat i dunno y.
- I am struggling for more, but I have had enough -
